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2. Wanted To Be

1. Fly

. Always better to love When the weather is cold When money is low It's better when there's someone to hold And when the road up ahead Is so unclear I'd rather be together, my dear When the so-called life throws you a curve There's someone of better or worse And when you pick up the pace But losing the race A friendly and familiar face is all you need (Never fly) Everyone wants to be kissing on New Year's Eve Underneath the mistletoe While it's snowing outside Making fireworks like it's the fourth of July Sometimes it's gonna be a no-show Probably end up with your heart though Better to learn crushing by loving Than never to fly at all The chances are it falls apart Sometimes it's over before it starts Better to know nothing lasts loving Than never to fly at all The ship doesn't sail You try but you fail Your lover is a check in the mail And whenever you're down From crying out loud You'd rather see his face in the crowd If you see the top Well good, it's making it there Or if you didn't bring somebody who cares When you're a day too late or a minute too soon You're still in the stars if you miss the moon Everyone wants to be kissing on New Year's Eve Underneath the mistletoe While it's snowing outside Fireworks light up the sky (Sometimes) Sometimes it's gonna be a no-show Probably end up with your heart though (Probably end up with a) Better to learn crushing by loving Than never to fly at all (To fly at all) The chances are it falls apart (All falls apart) Sometimes it's over before it starts Better to know nothing lasts loving Than never to fly at all Never fly (At all), never fly (At all), never fly Never fly, never fly, never fly (You never fly at all) Never fly (Never fly), never fly (Never fly), never fly (Never fly) (Lose all of my love, I fly) Never fly (Never fly), never fly (Never fly), never fly (Never fly) Always better (Better to love) to love (I'd rather be in love, it's all I'm thinkin' of) Sometimes it's gonna be a no-show Probably end up with your heart though Better to learn crushing by loving Than never to fly at all The chances are it falls apart Sometimes it's over before it starts Better to know nothing lasts loving Than never to fly at all Always better to love

Kendall Simmons: Enhanced Edition

. I looked at my phone and I see You still haven't called me I'm tired of waiting This has become a daily routine I don't think you know what it does to me I am contemplating I'm hoping there comes a day Where you realize what you're doing Do you expect me to read you like a book? Can you please stop what you're doing to me 'Cause I'm not what you wanted to be When I say I love you, I really meant it When you say it back, I'm thinking you're not in it Maybe if you started acting like everything I've always wanted Maybe then your promises would be more bonafide And I ask Do you expect me to read you like a book? My heart's still breaking, and it's gonna take a little while To heal what you took Can you please stop what you're doing to me 'Cause I'm not what you wanted to be Maybe it would be for the best If we give it a rest But for now Can you please stop what you're doing to me 'Cause I'm not what you wanted to be

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3. Middle School Crush 

. You see him everyday He's right in front of you You're by your friends, you gossip And she says, "He is so true" But he won't even see No, he doesn't know That to cover his name, you always call him"marshmallow" Try again, fall again Get up seven times, get knocked down ten Fear of rejection gets the best of you But you won't even see You won't even try All you're gonna do is draw his face in pen tonight He's just another middle school crush you know He's just another who seems to just come and go You're in love, you're insane You're frustrated And it's never the same He walks by you Ain't it fun to live a lie? You complicate the situation Bleeding hands and cutting ties No, it was never enough Just a simple love He'll get snatched by the one who he really trusts He's just another middle school crush you know He's just another who seems to just come and go You're in love, you're insane You're frustrated And it's never the same And you walk home alone But you can't even cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes He's just another middle school crush you know He has you sayin"He's never gonna love me, so" You're in love, you're insane You're frustrated, you're in pain And it's never the same You're confused, it's in vain Cat and mouse, same ole game And it's never the same You see him everyday, he's right in front of you

4. Spinning Around

. There was a boy who once dreamed of having everything And then, one day He got something even better You could even say he got it made But don't you wonder why No, don't comply It doesn't get much better than this But his world is spinning around, it's spinning around Spinning around, going all over town He is on cloud nine There is nothing he can't do right, and The only thing he says is, "God, all I need is you" He meets a girl he adores She's everything, she's his world He gets down on one knee She says yes, then she pleas Be mine forever, be my love She was sent from above Then he sees But then he sees It doesn't get much better than this But his world is spinning around, it's spinning around Spinning around, turning upside down He is on cloud nine There is nothing he can't do right and The only thing he says is, "God, all I need is you" He sees things up to there Things can only go up from here Says hi to strangers because he can Rocks out to the Zac Brown Band But his world is spinning around, it's spinning around Spinning around, Going all over town He is on cloud thirteen Never going through life unclean The only thing he says is, "God, all I need is you" The only thing he says is, "God, all I need is you" The only thing he says is, "God, all I need is you"

5. Dear John

6. I Need You Here

. I'm starting to get used to the idea Of never talking to you again And I'm starting to like the idea More and more now that I think of it Maybe you'll stop what you're doing I can't do this anymore Dear John I thought you were the one These games you keep playing aren't so fun anymore And the door that I opened, opened for you Is closed now You had your share of secrets And I pitied you But this just ridiculous, and now I'm starting to See what they say about you And how they were so right Dear John I thought you were the one These games you keep playing aren't so fun anymore And the door that I opened, opened for you Is closed now You've chased me up down this elongated staircase For miles and miles and it never seems to tire you You've played these games for your own cruel amusement And the door that I opened Yeah, the door that opened Is closed now Dear John Dear John

. It's raining outside And for once in my life You're not here I almost wonder where you are If you're thinking of me And every time I think of you I can't help but think Can't help but blink away my tears For you And every time you think of me I hope you smile Hope you're still a child And that you miss me too And all I wanna do is be next to you But you're not even here All I can say is I need you here There's nothing I won't do To see you again Oh trust me, babe I'm tryin' All I want to do is be in your arms And do the same things we used to do And every time I think of you I can't help but think Can't help but blink away my tears For you And every time you think of me I hope you smile Hope you're still a child And that you miss me too And all I wanna do is be next to you But you're not even here All I can say is I need you here All I really want is you next to me Tell me, why aren't you here? And if you ever come my way Please don't come astray All I can say is I need you here Needless to say, I need you here

7. So Much Better

. It's been a while, and I wanna see you again I'm just sitting here thinking If you were here, with me Life would be so much better If you were here, I'd mention How much I love your accent And how love would be so much better Being in your presence is So much more than I'd like to admit I-I I-I Am so wrapped up in you And life for me would be so much better I-I I-I Am so wrapped in you I'm so wrapped in you And it's so much better I don't care what they might say About your hair, please don't change it If you were with me, I would not judge And life would be so much better I love how you wear your glasses Lay me out and spread my ashes The little things like that make life Make it so much better I know what love is I think we found it I-I I-I Am so wrapped up in you And life for me would be so much better I-I I-I Am so wrapped in you I'm so wrapped in you And it's so much better I will hate the day When we have to say Goodbye forever, 'cause I-I I-I Am so wrapped up in you And life for me would be so much better I-I I-I Am so wrapped in you I'm so wrapped in you And it's so much better

8. Dean

. Your eyes Are something I could get drunk to Alike minds, but then I find myself asking who are you I thought I knew I placed All the clues in front of you to see That I hate the story ends with you not being with me Can't you you see? It's almost like it's a fantasy Could you tell me What could I do Because suddenly, I'm back to liking you Did you drunkenly sell me out for a fool Under your spell, I believed that everything was true Could you please tell me Dean I park right to where you do just to see you shine Romance arc Fictitious, but damn, I wish you were mine All the time Almost like, a perfect crime Could you tell me What could I do Because suddenly, I'm back to liking you Did you drunkenly sell me out for a fool Under your spell, I believed that everything was true Could you please tell me Dean Just a simple reason Would justify So I won't live a lie Tell me What could I do Because suddenly, I'm back to liking you Did you drunkenly sell me out for a fool Under your spell, I believed that everything was true Could you please tell me Dean

9. Dead to Me

. It's a bit funny and strange That every time I think about your name I die a little And it's kinda funny how Every time you sit in shame I'm right there laughing Guys like you were supposed to different Why did you have to go and disappoint me? Can't you see I don't miss you, I hate you I don't wonder where you are The only time I think about you was writing this song That's just how the story unfolds And vengeance is a dish best served cold I just have a question, won't you listen to me, how? Well, I guess you're somebody else's problem now And sooner or later, you'll see You're dead to me That was a little harsh, maybe I should give you the benefit of the doubt Oh wait, I already have You are so not worth it You're so much less than perfect You're dead I know I won't miss you It feels like you're already gone Don't bother seeing if we could work this out I don't miss you, I hate you I don't wonder where you are The only time I think about you was writing this song That's just how the story unfolds And vengeance is a dish best served cold I just have a question, won't you listen to me how? Well, I guess you're somebody else's problem now And sooner or later, you'll see You're dead to me It seems like you really never loved me from the start Well he can have you now Although he's using you in a different way you were using me I don't miss you, I hate you I don't wonder where you are The only time I think about you was writing this song That's just how the story unfolds And vengeance is a dish best served cold I just have a question, won't you listen to me how? Well, I guess you're somebody else's problem now And sooner or later, you'll see You're dead to me

10. Catch Me

11. If Only You Were Mine

12. That’s What I Love About You

. You say that it's not simple I say that's just you This situation's smaller than a thimble But I can't help thinking it's just true I'm not sure if you know this But I've been falling for you And I think you know this Because if you only knew I've been falling for you But I feel myself slippin' away Do you care enough to catch me? Do you even care? Do you care enough to catch me? Catch me I tried, you didn't And now, I'm done But something in me says there's somethin' I don't wanna waste my time with this If you won't give it your all And I need to know this Will you catch me if I fall? I've been falling for you But I feel myself slippin' away Do you care enough to catch me? Do you even care? Do you care enough to catch me? Catch me I'm tired of waiting Just in case if you're ever there I'm not scared But if you're ever there I want you to know I've been falling for you But I feel myself slippin' away Do you care enough to catch me? Do you even care? Do you care enough to catch me? Please catch me Please catch me Catch me

. Picking you up and spinning you around Laying you down, and kissin' you all around This is what I thought of Going to the beach and putting your arm around Me with that "kiss me" smile You look so perfect to me The only problem is that it's just fantasy Because if you were mine If you were mine, I would I would… Kiss you 'til the morning light Pray I'd keep you to myself Tell you all the secrets I'd be afraid to tell anyone else Sing you a lullaby, and kiss you But that's if you were mine Oh kissing you would my favorite thing The only thing I'd ever think about Being with you takes my breath away I'm surprised I can get any words out Because if you were mine If you were mine, I would I would… Kiss you 'til the morning light Pray I'd keep you to myself Tell you all the secrets I'd be afraid to tell anyone else Sing you a lullaby and kiss you But that's if you were mine I still have memories of you playing guitar And smiling at me on the Fourth of July Talking to me, and promising that we'd write a song Kiss you 'til the morning light Pray that I'd keep you to myself Tell you all the secrets I'd be afraid to tell anyone else Sing you a lullaby and kiss your forehead just as you fell asleep But that's if you were mine But that's if you were mine If only you were mine

. The look in your eyes The crinkle in your nose The way it shows Only god knows, that's why it's untold The way that you stare The feeling's there But you don't care But I care enough to know That's what I love about you That you always know what no one else knows And another thing I love Is you never do just what you're told If I held your hand, I'd bet it would shine so bright Just like kaleidoscopes I wanna know what you're thinking at all times And that's what I love The way you kick your feet That lets me know it's real That you can't sit still I know, I know, I know If love is fake Then there's no mistake No matter what it takes I know you well enough That's what I love about you That you always know what no one else knows And another thing I love Is you never do just what you're told If I held your hand I'd bet it would shine so bright Just like kaleidoscopes I wanna know what you're thinking at all times And that's what I love I spend every waking moment of everyday Just thinking about What you mean to me That's what I love about you That you always know what no one else knows And another thing I love Is you never do just what you're told If I held your hand I'd bet it would shine so bright Just like kaleidoscopes I wanna know what you're thinking at all times And that's what I love

13. So On

. I wish I could walk a mile or two in your shoes Give you a taste of all the hell you put me through You're a bruise that never fades You're the best mistake A permanent September, a country love to remember Now that you're gone, I've got nothing left to say. Maybe I'm not a writer after all Maybe I'm just a guy who thought pretty words make you stay I'm so on Time to get on with my life I'm so done I guess this is goodbye Never not once did I expect you to be A little spec when you were the reason I breathed I'm picking up the pieces, but you're not picking up the phone Who's gonna drive me home? You call me up just to tear me down You tell me all these pretty words, but you say them to everyone in town Your broken promises in hand I stand at your front door, I'll never understand why I keep coming back for more Back for more I'm so on Time to get on with my life I'm so done I guess this is goodbye Never not once did I expect you to be A little spec when you were the reason I breathed I'm picking up the pieces, but you're not picking up the phone Who's gonna drive me home? I wrote you all these pretty words, just like you asked me to Crossed my heart, and dotted my I's But they don't hold me at night like you used to I'm so on Time to get on with my life I'm so done I guess this is goodbye Never not once did I expect you to be A little spec when you were the reason I breathed I'm picking up the pieces, but you're not picking up the phone Who's gonna drive me home? I wish I could walk a mile or two In your shoes, give you a taste of all the hell you put me through

14. Blue Eyes

. I hope you were lying When you told me you loved me Dawn was in the clear, and needing Kissed until my lips were swollen and bleeding If you wanna love me, then love me Blue eyes love me, blue eyes love me If you wanna kiss me, then kiss me Blue eyes miss me, blue eyes miss me If you wanna love me, then love me Blue eyes love me If you wanna leave me, then leave me Blue eyes leave me, blue eyes leave me

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evergreen heart

  1. Last Christmas

    2. Santa Baby

    3. Christmas is all Around 

 

    4. Me Without You 

    5. My Only Wish this Year

•   6. Christmas time is here 

. It’s been a long year without you Especially this time of year But I’m doin alright I mean it, really Who do i need to convince? The Santa hat is growing dust It hasn’t been touched since you were last here I keep getting flashbacks of us putting garland on your family’s fireplace last year I didn’t want to have to think this through But I never imagined a me without you I wonder what you’re up to now Are you helping your sister thread the popcorn Did you and your dad hang up the stockings yet? Is the Christmas tree skirt still torn? I didn’t want to have to think this through But I never imagined a me without you Please don’t send a happy holidays There’s nothing happy about this year I bet you’re gathered around the fire Telling stories about school But did you notice one less thing? The paucity of me checking in I didn’t want to have to think this through It’s not the same when your smile’s not lighting up my phone It’s been lonely when it’s not us two And I never imagined a me without you A me without you

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body language

1. Body Language 

. Your eyes speak languages I didn’t know exist Half the time I don’t know what you’re saying ‘Cause I’m ineloquent These hands were made for grasping They talk loud and clear It’s been that way for at least half a year Your body language speaks more loudly than you do And I’m contemplating conversations that we’ll never do Your soft hair kindly, slowly whispers, “Don’t let go” But your body language will do all the talking, so You’ll never know I try to tell myself it’s all in my head But the gestures are so loud I won’t forget Legs murmur, hands scream In your torso, I lean forward In lust, we trust I can never get enough love Your body language speaks more loudly than you do And I’m contemplating conversations that we’ll never do Your soft hair kindly, slowly whispers, “Don’t let go” But your body language will do all the talking, so You’ll never know This love is strong But can only hold on for so long You’re Peter, my willingness to carry this along And you’ll hate that you won’t know until you hear this song ‘Cause my body language is foreign to you my body language is foreign to you Foreign to you Your body language speaks more loudly than you do And I’m contemplating conversations that we’ll never do Your soft hair kindly, slowly whispers, “Don’t let go” But your body language will do all the talking, so You’ll never know You’ll never know No, you’ll never know

2. Dead to Me (Alternate Version)

3.Middle School Crush (Acoustic Version)

4. I Need You Here (Pop Mix)

5.That's What I Love About You

6. Scorned

. Scorned was the bitter feeling I had when you decided to leave and you walked out Our love was as fragile as a candle flame that could’ve burned the whole city until you blew out You up and took the best of me and ripped them apart like polar opposite’s of a magnet I was scorned, but now I’m over it Not really ‘cause you tore my brittle heart in two I adored you, but you just ignored it Now you left me black and blue Now I’m left wondering what the hell did I do I hate that I gave you months and months of my tangible life for absolute free I’d rather wish I didn’t meet ya I could’ve lived my life in a breathable breeze But instead you left me cold and cruel What am I supposed to do without you I was scorned, but now I’m over it Not really ‘cause you tore my brittle heart in two I adored you, but you just ignored it Now you left me black and blue Now I’m left wondering what the hell did I do I miss the melody of your lungs communicating to me over the internet You said you were gonna marry me But I haven’t seen a blinding ring yet I was scorned, but now I’m over it Not really ‘cause you tore my brittle heart in two I adored you, but you just ignored it Now you left me black and blue Now I’m left wondering what the hell did I do

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